Saturday, September 19, 2009

Krumping


Ok so im a little excited so i thought i should use my new age public diary to share. So i have been into krumping for a while now, if you don't know what krumping is, well type into you tube and experience it for yourself, its awesome! Anyways, tizrizzo, jsquad, krump kings...all amazing! Now that i have kami by my side, who also is into krumping, we have decided to start it, form a routine, and perform it at the talent show! Now, normally i would never ever and i mean never ever do this, because, well, a stage and people that exceed a certain number...not really my piece of pie. But, if anybody knows me, dancing is my passion and my life. Anything from belly dancing to hip hop to salsa and latin music, and my new fascination of course, krumping. It's the one thing that truly makes me happy, especially with a lot of stress, krumping is perfect...Anger management on the dancefloor, it can't get any better. Im super ecstatic to start this...now i have to get kami into a routine of practicing haha. i love you kamikaze. krump krump krump here we come. Now, don't get me wrong, this is going to be a challenging "journey," but an exciting one at that. Bonnie and Narsha were able to see a sneak preview at our krumping, and they found it entertaining, so that's a good start. But let me just say this, were going to be decked out..white mask, black hoodie, black pants, the whole shebang! It's going to be a performance you don't want to miss, especially because its me and kami performing, the too goofballs of the century. I hope we don't burst out into laughter on stage. We only have about 2 months to work on it, so expect some blog updates about this one..it is now become my hobby and my time consuming project, especially now that its winter and i actually will have the time to do it. Ok so now im done talking about krumping...i hope that everyone had an amazing day like i did, full of laughter and friends! I looove all of you! Peace in the middle east (literally!) keep praying for Iran!!!

"Let go and Let God" By meeee AGAIN haha!


Love, when attained only through physical expression will lead to discord and strife.
Let God be your heart!

Happiness, when attained through material possessions, may only lead to envy, jealously and hatred.
Let God be your joy!

The eye when used to only obtain earthly knowledge, may only lead to unholy thoughts.
Let God be your eyes!

The tongue, when used only to speak ungodly words will hide the path of spiritual enlightenment.
Let God be your words!

God will purify your heart and sanctify your soul.
Let the love that cannot be returned dissolve.

Let go and let God
and your spirit will receive another chance!


"Love" By Meeeeeee


Love is an indescribable emotion that can lead to a path of sin or a path of worship.
Love that is damnable, ungodly, vile and amiss can only lead to pain and suffering in the eyes of God.
The Love that once made the heart grow in fondness and happiness can now only heel hatred, yet the heart can still sense a trivial trace of love still present.
But to return to that morally degrading physical feeling would only greatly create a void in the heart that could never be filled by any other and cause it to grow stronger.

Lettin go may feel unattainable and impossible,
Establishing a sense of stability, unimaginable and ludicrous.
This yearning for an ungodly love has demised.

But the love for God cannot be stopped and cannot wait.

"I've Checked Into Rehab" By MEEE!



I've checked into a state of peace.
The lovespell that once consumed me has died out.
The anger, the despair, the tears are no longer present.
My Guardian Angel protected me with a ring of guidance that no diamond on my left finger could have cured.
I've checked into rehab.

I've checked into a state of happiness.
The laughing, the smiles, the speeding heartbeat for a physical, mortal man has departed from my heart.
The forgiving, my Beloved, purified my true heart and sanctified my once innocent spirit.
I've checked into rehab.

What once felt so right took a left turn into a dark and lonely alley.
My life was raped away, but my spirit survived the triumphant test that momentarily disabled my conscious thoughts.

I've checked into rehab.
But this disease has been cured.
I was sent a divine blessing,
A second chance at life.

Friday, September 18, 2009

My favorite flower...and my favorite prayer.


"The greatest bestowal in the world of existence is a tranquil heart, and it is impossible for man to obtain a tranquil heart save thru the good pleasure of the Lord. That is, man may so adorn the temple of his being with lofty attributes and philanthropic deeds as to be pleasing at the Threshold of the Almighty. This is the only Path and there is no other Path. My point is this: Let all your thoughts, you ideals, your aims and purposes revolve day and night around one common object -- that is to live in accord with the good pleasure of the Lord. Then all the foors of felicity will be opened before your face, you will become succesful in all your undertakings, and you will be confirmed in all your accomplishments. The basic principle is the good pleasure of the Lord: and the good pleasure of God is obtained thru a tranquil heart, and the tranquility of the heart is only gained by living in accord with the divine teachings and exhortations. When a person attains to this station he is contented and peaceful. Then he will become prosperous in all affairs and enter into paradise. This station is joy succeeded by joy, confidence after confidence and Paradise after Paradise. Having reached this exalted station man lives in Paradise while upon this earth, is in Paradise when he leaves this world. His heart is in Paradise, his spirit is in Paradise and he is encircled by Paradise."

Close-ups of flowers and plants in Haifa...compliments of MUA!






Haifa!!!
















The most beautiful and breathtaking place on Earth, the place i would rather be...Haifa,Israel.
Overlooking the gardens right beside the Shrine of Baha'u'llah!